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lokuroI hope you all are enjoying the X-Mas holidays! (and are going to celebrate the New Year's Eve till the morning light?) And everybody had find their special wish to whisper when the the dark tower rings the bells at the turn of the year~
(dramatic pause)
And now for the News.
For the next 5 months I'll have to take quite a dubious medicine. The list of the possible adverse reactions is so long, I even got an extra little book for thoughtful reading. One of the most fatal warnings promises depressions to the point of the suicide. Well, I already take the pills for one and a half months and I feel strangely happy all the time :3 Since it was clearly verified, that the meds lowers the level of the serotonin in the brain, I shouldn't even try to think how happy I'll be without that side-effect. Maybe I'm just glad to see my family once again (it's nearly two months since I visited them last). Or maybe I'm in love. Or I just had eaten way to much sweet honey this morning. Or the depressions are just not my thing? >D
Okay, back to the serious issues. The Christmas Eve always means stress and I'm not a great fan of that period. But I had visited two wonderful people, who made this time bearable for me ♥
Now I'm at my parents, which means - food. Lots of delicious food. Oh, and presents. And old films.... okay, the winter can be nice.
The next year is going to be even more stressful then 2010. Yet interesting. My bachelor theses theme is clear now - I'm going to work on research of oscillation-like behavior of protozoa, using atomic force microscopy (AFM) and impedance analyzer. (doesn't it sound so very cool and adult and scientific and... yes, I do know what it means. Well, at least I have quite a good idea. In a few months I can tell you more. After all, it will be really a research work, which means the methods or the direction could change any time. Also, it means that the result of my thesis can end in a set of conclusions like: "As we just demonstrated, it doesn't work this, that and the other way." But I can still starve the bacteria, till I have the results I want... Yes, as a child I really wanted to became a mad scientist. Who didn't?)
The other New Year resolution will be learning saxophone. I'm afraid, I still haven't enough money to afford the lessons. It's gross how expensive the tuition is ._.", so the most realistic scenario is, that it' still be a dream for the next year. Or the year after next... but after visiting a musician for Christmas I can't get rid of the idea. (Also, does someone from my f-list like jazz? I'd like to fangirl :3)
My Christmas host is to blame for even more strange ideas. Cosplay-plans (Weiß Kreuz - Hetalia crossover? Yes, please. Oh, and a special Halloween surprise *tehe*) And this strong desire to travel. (Dear Santa, I only wish for money and health. Anything else I can procure myself just fine. Thanks.)
And it's snowing all the time. So my New Year's Wishes will be all about sun and warmth and all the pretty summer-colors of Spain~summerwine
(Those were the sangría tinta (for my mum) and blanca (for myself), my dad had a cocktail, but I'm afraid, I don't know the name anymore ^^")
And a few more photos for my Christmas' musician. The room kind of reminds me of Chopin >3~
(c) Spain, summer 2010, Me and the Museo de Arte
(c) Spain, summer 2010, Me and my Mum
and just to complete the strip XD -
(c), Spain, summer 2010, Me and my vanity.
Oh, and a fanart one from a great Russian artist junajull (copyright). Saxophone-love >3
P.S.: Wanny play? You know the famous DeviantArtdrinking-game memo, when the person who caught the kiriban can call out for a photo of their wish? Catch the 10,000 pageview on my flagcounter, send me a PN with the pagescreen and I'll write an entry with the theme of you choice >3
Well, now I'm off for a while - family time.
Happy Next Year everybody! ☆
(dramatic pause)
And now for the News.
For the next 5 months I'll have to take quite a dubious medicine. The list of the possible adverse reactions is so long, I even got an extra little book for thoughtful reading. One of the most fatal warnings promises depressions to the point of the suicide. Well, I already take the pills for one and a half months and I feel strangely happy all the time :3 Since it was clearly verified, that the meds lowers the level of the serotonin in the brain, I shouldn't even try to think how happy I'll be without that side-effect. Maybe I'm just glad to see my family once again (it's nearly two months since I visited them last). Or maybe I'm in love. Or I just had eaten way to much sweet honey this morning. Or the depressions are just not my thing? >D
Okay, back to the serious issues. The Christmas Eve always means stress and I'm not a great fan of that period. But I had visited two wonderful people, who made this time bearable for me ♥
Now I'm at my parents, which means - food. Lots of delicious food. Oh, and presents. And old films.... okay, the winter can be nice.
The next year is going to be even more stressful then 2010. Yet interesting. My bachelor theses theme is clear now - I'm going to work on research of oscillation-like behavior of protozoa, using atomic force microscopy (AFM) and impedance analyzer. (doesn't it sound so very cool and adult and scientific and... yes, I do know what it means. Well, at least I have quite a good idea. In a few months I can tell you more. After all, it will be really a research work, which means the methods or the direction could change any time. Also, it means that the result of my thesis can end in a set of conclusions like: "As we just demonstrated, it doesn't work this, that and the other way." But I can still starve the bacteria, till I have the results I want... Yes, as a child I really wanted to became a mad scientist. Who didn't?)
The other New Year resolution will be learning saxophone. I'm afraid, I still haven't enough money to afford the lessons. It's gross how expensive the tuition is ._.", so the most realistic scenario is, that it' still be a dream for the next year. Or the year after next... but after visiting a musician for Christmas I can't get rid of the idea. (Also, does someone from my f-list like jazz? I'd like to fangirl :3)
My Christmas host is to blame for even more strange ideas. Cosplay-plans (Weiß Kreuz - Hetalia crossover? Yes, please. Oh, and a special Halloween surprise *tehe*) And this strong desire to travel. (Dear Santa, I only wish for money and health. Anything else I can procure myself just fine. Thanks.)
And it's snowing all the time. So my New Year's Wishes will be all about sun and warmth and all the pretty summer-colors of Spain~
(Those were the sangría tinta (for my mum) and blanca (for myself), my dad had a cocktail, but I'm afraid, I don't know the name anymore ^^")
And a few more photos for my Christmas' musician. The room kind of reminds me of Chopin >3~
(c) Spain, summer 2010, Me and the Museo de Arte
(c) Spain, summer 2010, Me and my Mum
and just to complete the strip XD -
(c), Spain, summer 2010, Me and my vanity.
Oh, and a fanart one from a great Russian artist junajull (copyright). Saxophone-love >3
P.S.: Wanny play? You know the famous DeviantArt
Well, now I'm off for a while - family time.
Happy Next Year everybody! ☆
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Date: 2011-02-28 08:37 pm (UTC)Ja, für Jazz muss man in der Stimmung sein. Aber eigentlich ist das bei Musik immer so, oder? Sie klingt erst dann so richtig gut, wenn der entsprechende Nährboden in einem dazu bereit ist. Sonst will der Schuh einfach nicht richtig passen. ^^
(Nein, so viel haben wir nicht rumgedopst und alles - wir waren auch eine Ecke mehr und weniger dorky und flashy. Nur ein ganz langweiliger Schulchor. ^^)
Aufgeschoben ist nicht aufgehoben, das finde ich gut - das supporte ich!
Es mag dich erstaunen und ich weiß nicht, ob du mich als eine sprießende Quelle der Kreativität siehst (die ich nicht bin), aber ich hab echt ganz schlimme Probleme, mir ein Thema zu finden. ^^;;;; Ich fänd es also echt iwie nett, wenn ich eine Liste an vorgeschlagenen Themen hätte, wo ich mir eins rauszupfen kann, wie ein Referat. XD
Und das mehr oder weniger Zusammenarbeiten stelle ich mir sehr hilfreich vor! .__.! Beide Verfahren haben ihre Vor- und Nachteile. ^^